So I was bored today and decided to check my old Myspace page for the hell of it... Just to see what was up. On my top friends I found a girl that I went on one date with, but I had had the biggest crush on her. We were extremely similar: we both liked video games to an extreme amount and we both liked the same types of things. Unfortunately, after the first date the 45 min distance kinda hit us. We were both in high school so it was going to be nearly impossible. Now mind you she is only one year younger than me. I decided to look her up on Facebook to see how she was doing. Check this- She has a kid and, at least I'm assuming from the pictures, she's married as well. She's 19! It was a head rush to see that to be honest.. It makes me feel like I haven't really done anything in my life worth mentioning. Now I know that's not true but to find that out about an old crush is absolutely crazy. The phrase "life goes on" is a common one, and I am learning to agree with it. Even so, I am amazed at the things I find out every day and I really don't know what I should be looking forward to... But I guess if I keep pushing, I will make it to the end, scars and all. At the point I know I will be happy.
Til next time
(Hopefully sooner than later)
-AMPj
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